i'll be your best kept secret and your biggest mistake <333 [Thursday August 18, 2005 ♥ 2:00pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | nobody puts baby in the cornor-fall out boy ] i haven't updated this in a while. i've been busy this summer with cheerleading and talahi and stuff so i haven't really had time. i have a whoole lotta pictures from cheer camp i wanna put on here, but im too lazy. i'll get around to it soon. so i went to the armada fair yesterday and the day before. and i think i'm going friday with hannerrrrr. it should be fun. yesterday was kinda boring but the day before that was fun. i saw nicky carrie kayla amanda steph justine and caitlin there which was sweet cause i haven't seen any of them in a while. i haven't seen a lot of people this summer :( i can't beleive i'm saying this but i can't wait til school starts just so i can see everyone again. but the homework and waking up early..i can definitely wait for that. i had cheerleading this morning at 8 along with yesterday and tuesday, and i gotta go back to the gym later. i definitely need work on my tumbling :/ well that's about it so comments are sweet <3 6 | post comment

i miss talahi [Saturday July 23, 2005 ♥ 9:27pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | be my escape-relient k ] Seven things in your room: 1. bed 2. computer 3. shit load of pictures 4. clothes all over the place 5. cds 6. mirror 7. radio Seven things to do before death: 1. get married 2. have kids 3. be a psychologist 4. sky dive 5. do a full 6. live in a foreign country? 7. learn a different language? idk Seven things that attract you to the opposite sex: 1. if they can make me laugh 2. personality 3. smile 4. hair 5. arms 6. tallness 7. eyes Top seven things you say most: 1. no 2. okay 3. your gay 4. lol (online, i say it way too much) 5. i 6. dont 7. know Have you/Do you: Smoke?: nope Do drugs?: nope Read the newspaper? ocassionally...if there's something interesting Pray?: yes Been in love?: you know...i don't really know Gone skinny dipping?: i don't think so..when i was little i did Had a medical emergency?: yeah Had surgery?: no Swam in the dark:  yeah Been to a Bonfire: yeah Got Drunk: yeah Ran away from home?:  no Played strip poker?: nope gotten beaten up?: no Beaten someone up?: no Been on stage?: yeah Pulled an all nighter?: yeah If yes, what is your record?:  i don't know Made out with a stranger?: no Been on radio/tv?:  channel 6 Been in a mosh-pit?:  no Been to a party: yeah, who hasn't? Gotten lost in the woods:  haha yeah Been in an Undertow: what? Smoked a Cigar: no Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?:  hmm...lesbian aunts..that's it Describe your first kiss?: no thank you i try not to remember it About You Three words that sum you up: outgoing, weird, waytooforgiving Wallet: uh i don't have one Coffee: freaking love it Shoes:  i <3 flip flops Cologne/Perfume: lilu Clothing you have on: cheerleading clothes In the last 24 Hours have you....: Cried: ugh yes Bought something:  ice cream Gotten sick: no Sang: to the song's on the radio yeah Eaten: yeah Been kissed: no Felt stupid: yeah probably Wanted to tell someone you love them, but you didn't: mmm yes...well maybe not love Talked to an ex:  yeah Someone you have a crush on:  yeah Had a serious talk: yeah Missed someone: everyone from camp :( Hugged someone:  yeah Argued with a parent(s): haha yes Social Life: Boyfriend/girlfriend:  just looking... Car you drive: riiighht Would you rather be with friends or on a date: hmm depends Job: i work for my dad sometimes and at a nursery Attend church: yeah Like being around people: love being around people most of the time Last : Thing you ate: bagel Thing you drank: coke Place you went: american gym Person you kissed:  jeremy Person you hugged: seth Person you talked to: my dad Person you IMed: justin Song you heard: little devotional-taking back sunday Currents : Current Clothes: cheerleading clothes Current Mood: pissed off Current Taste: coke Current Hair: messy bun Current Annoyance: my gay cramps Current DVD In Player : uhh i don't know Current Refreshment: coke Current Worry : cheerleading Miscellaneous: Are you artistic: not really Are you athletic: sometimes Are you a brat: i can be but i try not to be Do you like spiders: no i don't like them but they don't bother me that much Can you do anything freakish with your body?: nothing that noone else can do what are you listening to: relient k <3 Makeup or natural look?: uhh at the moment and for the past few weeks natural but i wear eye liner most of the time 2 | post comment

camp =) [Saturday July 16, 2005 ♥ 8:01pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | forward motion-relient k ] From the outside looking in, you can't understand it. From the inside looking out, we can't explain it. ( camp talahi <3 ) 20 | post comment

[Saturday July 09, 2005 ♥ 1:03pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | getting into you-relient k ] yet another amazing week at camp talahi all the mini campers were so cute =) ill miss them, i miss talahi already and ive only been gone a day. ill be back though. im dropping some siblings off for junior and adventure and ill be back for sh1..even though i wish i could have gone to sh2 =( oh well sh1 will be fun as well. i got home at like 1 yesterday and slept til 7, then went to bed at like midnight and i just woke up an hour ago. i definitely needed sleep though. and i miss hannah wendt, she needs to come home from lansing so i can see her. unless shes hanging out with andre..cause thats usually her excuse haha i love you hannah..and andre. 3 | post comment

[Friday July 01, 2005 ♥ 1:58pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | the ghost of a good thing-dashboard confessional ] camp talahi..wow..of course was amazing again, i cant even explain it, i love that place and everyone there so much. 5 days and 24 people and we all became so close and i miss all of you so much already and its only been a day since i left. i really hope i can see everyone more this summer and next summer and keep in touch with everyone over the year. everyone that will be a cit at mini, itll be sweet and i cant wait to get back. so yesterday..me dayna meredith sam and seth all went to daynas after camp and went jet skiing and tubing...it was a lot of fun..i have pictures but ill put them in here later cause im too lazy at the moment, and i got home at like 10 and went to sleep at like 12 and slept forever..and im leaving in like an hour to go up north til monday...then tuesday..itll be back to camp again =) and ill be back friday so leave lots of comments 3 | post comment

INCREDIBLE [Sunday June 19, 2005 ♥ 10:12pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | down-blink 182 ] wow well i havent written in this in a while..ive been really busy. we had our first cheerleading practice thursday..it was pretty good...and gymnastics went good on wednesday...me and hansss have been hanging out a lot to...she stayed here last night, we took like 549534 pictures haha and then friday night i think it was i went to leahs. ohh and angel jontel n hannah n kristen n me hung out. it was fun i havent seen angel n jontel in so long. we went and saw mr and mrs smith to. it was pretty good. well i have a little kids cheer camp i have to be at at 8:30 tomorrow morning..and i need red shorts and i dont have any :( but yeah this is my last week here..then ill be at CAMP T for a week...ahhhhhh so exciting i love that place =)..i cant wait to go...well i have to go write seth 7 letters now so he gets thrown in the lake..so leave a comment or something.. 6 | post comment

amazing [Sunday June 12, 2005 ♥ 3:44pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | forward motion-relient k ] i havent updated in like..4 days..so schools out =) the last day of school was sweet...hannah sarah frances andre nick spencer n james came over n swam for like 5 hours after school it was fun then i went to hans house n stayed the night, we swam in her very warm pool lol and saw a gopher in the tree haha and her yard is ENCHANTED i sware its so awesome...so then the next day we had that storm..our power was out for like 2 days..figures we lose power and like no one else does..so yesterday i went uptown with franny yesterday, we were gonna go garage saling but we didnt we just went to coney n dq and swam here..then i went to hannahs house and sarah andre spencer and his cousin n brother came too..we went swimming til like 11 then i stayed the night.. yeah we went to sleep at like 12 haha and we woke up at like 12:30 :o and i have to babysit today, my parents are going to some concert..and me and leah might hang out later idk welll thats all 5 | post comment

[Monday June 06, 2005 ♥ 8:05pm] [ mood | veryyy excited ] [ music | sugar were going down-fall out boy ] well i cant leave out the great adventures of h. wil and h. wen today.... so after school jeremy drove me and hannah to coney..the whole entire world was there honestly..we ate there then went and sat with nick n spencer for like 5 minutes..then went to my house..lol wow the pool was kinda cool but w/e...the trampoline was sweet..the bean lmao the leafer in the wat was probably my favorite thing though...tickle me until the sun goes down...that was the most down syndrome atempt to get out of the pool i have ever seen...lmao wow hannah cant wait til wedenesday or as hannah would say "wensdaday" haha ...schools out, me fran hans n andre are going to coney..but the whole world will probably be there again..then me fran and hannah are coming back to my house for a while..then to hans for the night..im excited to hang out with them two girlies..it shall be a good time well leave a comment..or two or so 2 | post comment

summer 05 =) [Monday June 06, 2005 ♥ 6:15pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | call n return-hello goodbye ] wow summer is coming quick..how exciting =) 2 DAYS LEFT so this weekend was quite eventful..wasnt the best though but ill get over it thats about it oh yeah..finals suck comments are nice :) 6 | post comment

[Friday June 03, 2005 ♥ 3:19pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | sugar were going down-fall out boy ] you make me angry 5 | post comment

[Saturday May 28, 2005 ♥ 5:03pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | chicago is so two years ago-fall out boy ] this week went by really fast...it was pretty fun though i guess..so me mere sophie and frances were supposed to hang out saturday and campout in my yard..but we couldnt so we were gonna sunday but we couldnt then either..sooo were not :( im sad i wanna see meredithhhhh...but last night hanner was here..we bounced on the trampoline a lot and we were gonna go swimming but it was wayy to cold..so today frann is coming over cuz we were supposed to do this project..but jess is doing it today so were just gonna..hang out n stuff..and tomorrow we may end up still putting a tent in my backyard?/ maybe just me and sophie idk haha but it will be fun..if not..im hanging out with ANGELENE AND JONTELLYYY how exciting :) i havent seen them in song long..yeah so 7 DAYS left of school =) wow i cannotttt waiiit for summer..its gonna be so fun..CAMP TALAHI AHHh i cant wait....cant wait to see everyone again...alright well comments are always nice :) post comment

[Sunday May 22, 2005 ♥ 2:59pm] [ mood | nerdy ] [ music | drunk girl-something corporate ] wow this weekend was insane..well friday at least..went to leahs with tanya kristen and hannah b, but saturday was pretty boring, but fran came over at like 6 and we went to dairy queen and coney then came back and yeah..hung out and stuff and she did my make up =O it was sweet though...then today i slept til like 1 then me and the family went out to eat at times square, and now im kinda just sitting here..might watch a movie soon.. comments are always sweet =)     3 | post comment

[Thursday May 19, 2005 ♥ 5:33pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | grand theft autumn-fall out boy ] so this week has been boring so far...yesterday we had fittings for cheerleading and monday and tuesday were just..normal monday and tuesdays..but ive been behind on all my homework and stuff cuz i hate doing it so i just never do and all my grades are dropping haha ill get em up soon w/eeee so today a bunch of us went to the cemetary after school for jamie..i cannot beleive 2 years have passed... r.i.p jamie we'll never forget you, you're our angel 2 | post comment

this weekend=EFFING AWESOME [Sunday May 15, 2005 ♥ 4:41pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | brain stew-green day ] alright so this past week was cheerleading tryouts..i was soo stressed all week about my tumbling n stuff and soo nervous for friday...so friday comes and i was all frustrated cuz i knew i was gonna make jv and stuff and i was going to tanyas after and i didnt wanna be all sad at tanyas..so i went to try outs and stuff then went to tanyas and tanya got a call saying she made varsity..then like 5 minutes later my phone rang and im like freaking out...but it was jaclyn saying i made varsity :) it was sweet...and that night was soo fun...were freshmen and WE ROCK lmao heres to the girl..with socks that match and some other stuff..haha i love you tanya...and all the other girls so then saturday i went to the mall and out to eat with my family..we went to mongolian barbeque it was good..my sister dared me to eat this little squid thing and i did and it was sick, i saw courtney and adrienne in hollister too..so today i slept in, then babysat., cleaned, found a car that i might buy :) and later im going to get some paint to paint my room with so this weekend was definitely aweeeesomee   10 | post comment

these things are fun even though no one reads them..lol [Monday May 09, 2005 ♥ 7:44pm] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | chicago is so two years ago-fall out boy ] If I were a month I would be: july If I were a day of the week I would be: friday If I were a time of day I would be: 11:00 If I were a planet I would be: earth If I were a sea animal I would be: sea horse If I were a direction I would be: south If I were a piece of furniture I would be: bed If I were a historical figure I would be: um idk If I were a liquid I would be: mountain dew If I were a stone, I would be: um a pink one If I were a tree, I would be: a willow If I were a bird, I would be: a cardinal If I were a tool, I would be: a hammer If I were a flower/plant, I would be: rose If I were a kind of weather, I would be: sun and blue skies If I were a musical instrument, I would be: a flute If I were an animal, I would be: a lamb If I were a color, I would be: yellow If I were an element, I would be: water If I were a song, I would be: hm..amazed by lonestar..best song ever If I were a book, I would be written by: mary higgins clark If I were a food, I would be: a potatoe If I were a place, I would be: hawaii If I were a material, I would be: silk If I were a religion, I would be: christian If I were a word, I would be: awesome If I were a body part I would be: a head If I were a subject in school I would be: drama If I were a cartoon character I would be: a powerpuff girl...so i could save the world A is for age: 15 B is for booze: psh idk..sad i know..get over it C is for career: psychologist D is for dad's name: mike E is for essential items to bring to a party: w/e you want F is for favorite song at the moment: probably cute without the e or grand theft autumn G is for girlfriend: im not one H is for hometown: romeo I is for instruments you play: um i used to play the flute J is for jam or jelly you like: strawberry K is for kids: i dont have any L is for living arrangements: what? M is for mom's name: wendy N is for name of your best friend: leah declark..or hannah wendt or well theres like 59435 more O is for overnight hospital stays: once i think P is for phobia[s]: oceans..sharks..airplanes..tornadoes Q is for quote you like: everything thats meant to be will find a way R is for relationship that lasted the longest: uh...well it was on and off but all together it was like 5 months S is for sexual position: sorry dont know lol T is for time you wake up: 6 am on weekdays..like noon on weekends U is for unique trait: um none pretty much V is for vegetable you love: idk i dont really like vegetables..carrots i guess W is for worst trait: hm..ive got a lot X is for x-rays you've had: my arm, my leg, and my chin or something like that Y is for yummy food you make: hmm..idk Z is for zodiac sign: libra Firsts First job: um babysitting i guess First screen name: ha..um it was in 5th grade...it was cutie_pie13579 on yahoo First funeral: my uncle First pet: dog..rudy First piercing: belly button..but i dont even have my ears pierced..lol First tattoo: none First enemy: i think it was courtney payne..but i love her now lol  First favorite musician: umm like some dumb bands my dad listened to when i was like 3..but probably spice girls Lasts Last car ride: home from gymnatics Last movie watched: now that i think of it...guess who..like 3 weeks ago lol Last beverage drank: orange juice Last food consumed: chocolate ice cream lol Last phone call: leah Last time showered: this morning Last CD played: hawthorne heights..its not a cd though Last website visited: livejournal Now Single or Taken: single Sex: female Birthday: oct. 8 Sign: libra Siblings: sister..tessa...brother..alex Hair color: dark blonde Eye color: hazel Shoe size: 8 Height: 5'8'' Right now what are you... Wearing: a wife beater and my gulf shores shorts Drinking: nothing Thinking about: how nervous i am for cheerleading try outs =0   i just got back from gymnastics..it went alright..i am SO nervous..try outs start TOMORROW omg...so ne ways school sucks as always i cant wait til its out for the summer, so this weekend was alright, not the best but o well this weekend should be fun FRANNY is coming over saturday =) 6 | post comment

this shit is bananas, b-a-n-a-n-a-s [Saturday May 07, 2005 ♥ 2:23pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | getting into you-relient k ] this week was not all that good..nothing in particular went really bad...except cheerleading try outs are stressing me out..but i was just tired and crabby all week. im SOO scared for try outs...yeah so yesterday i went to the mall with my madre :) haha i got some pants cuz i really needed them..i hate how fast i grow outa pants..w/e...so then i was supposed to go to jeremys, but i couldnt, so at like 11 me tanya and nickis went and painted the kmart rock, check it out when you go by there, its sweet! haha it says happy mothers day lol  and today im home alone allll day..its not gonna be fun...so if anyone wants to hang out today..call me   hannah post comment

i wanna hang onto something that wont break away or fall apart... [Monday May 02, 2005 ♥ 7:00pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | getting into you-relient k ] yeahh soo this weekend was alright..thursday hannsss came over after gymnastics but she fell asleep at like 10 i was like what the heck..but i woke her up cuz i wasnt even tired...but she went back to sleep at like 12 haha so i sat on the computer til like 1..then went to sleep..then friday we went bowling..she beat me 53-52 the first game, but 2nd game i defffinitely beat her 88-32 haha it was sweet...but these old guys were all hitting on us..it was sick and hannah haha she spilled her slushie everywhere..umm i dont think theres a table there! hahah ooh gosh..saturday i hung out with sophie all day..we made like 5793 journals..and she stayed the night here, then sunday i did pretty much nothing...today was alright, nothing special 5th hour was funny though..jason is weird..but i probably shouldnt say that cuz he might cry himself to sleep cuz of me lol "i wanna be a firefighter" out of no where lol neee wayys....leaving for gymnastics soon...   hannss 4 | post comment

[Saturday April 30, 2005 ♥ 12:09am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | drunk girl-something corporate ] haha i know someones gonna say something about how i dont like the oc but i have an oc icon so just know i dont like the oc but it matched and its cute lol alrighttt hannah 5 | post comment

school sucks [Wednesday April 13, 2005 ♥ 3:09pm] [ mood | hungry ] [ music | why dont you kiss her-jesse mccartney ] this week  has not been going good at all...todays justines birthday so me caitlin justine n leah went to the cafe in town for breakfast it was good...then we made a plan..but it failed haha so school sucked pretty bad..4th hour we had a test that i had no idea about..so mr.robertson let me not take it...then 5th hour i had to make up a test and i got 68 out of 78 which isnt too bad but i coulda done better, and 6th hour i missed 3 days in a row so i have a shit load of hw in that class..ughh schools gay i hate it...so i have a ton of hw to do..and im going to coney with hannah later i think, or maybe dq im not suree...o well...   ( some random pictures ) 13 | post comment

[Monday April 11, 2005 ♥ 3:38pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | hitchin a ride-green day ]   ( spring break 05' gulf shores ) 6 | post comment

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